Heads up: This entry is going to remain public, but I'm not going to post any outside links to it for fear of wank from Sam!Girls. Yes, I am THAT pissed.

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Sam has gotten to the point with his addiction where he's no longer in control. So in an act of desperation, Dean and Bobby lock him up in the panic room.

While detoxing, Sam sees the darkest side of himself in the visages of people he has either killed, lost, or betrayed; these people include: Alastair, Mary, Dean, and even a young version of himself. All the while he is confused, scared, alone, and in a great amount of pain.

Now at this point in time, I really did feel sorry for him - but that didn't last very long. By the end of the episode, I felt like hitting the boy with a baseball bat in hopes of finally knocking some sense into him. And he wasn't the only one either...

Dean

Confused, scared... and alone. Even with Bobby by his side the entire time, it was painfully clear to see the guilt of locking Sam away - even if it was for his own good - was slowly eating away at Dean. Still, he stood at the ready. He was even willing to sell himself over to the angels to protect Sam; to protect his precious little brother.

Bobby

For the first time since he joined the series, I actually disagreed with Bobby. Even if Sam was capable of killing demons, the addiction was slowly but surely turning him into a "monster".

By the way, was I the only one who held their breath when he confronted Sam with the shotgun? I just KNEW something bad was going to happen. Thankfully, though, it didn't, and Bobby was allowed to live another day.

Ruby

Girl needs to die. RIGHT NOW. Nothing against Genevieve, of course, I just think it's about time somebody killed her off.

Sam

Sam, you insufferable BASTARD. After everything your brother has done for you out of fear for your own safety, you turn against him? YOU were the one who threw the first punch; YOU were the one who clearly demonstrated that you're capable of killing your own flesh and blood, and YOU were the one who walked out that door.

Now tell me: Are these the actions of someone who hopes to "fix" his relationship with his brother? Yeah, I don't think so either.

As of right now, Sam and I are done. Professionally.

Castiel

The cold and emptiness, combined with eyes that seem to be pleading for... something. Clearly whatever happened in Heaven was indeed major because - not only is Castiel back to the way he was at the beginning of the season - he is actually WORSE. He even betrayed Anna. I confess, I actually teared up when they took her away. She has been trying with all her might to help him think for himself, and he turns her into the 'Angel Police'.

And don't even get me started on how he acted around Dean. That practically deflated my fangirl heart. I don't think I can take much more of that...

KITSU'S FINAL GRADE: B+

From: [identity profile] aphoticdivinity.livejournal.com


I actually have the PERFECT Sam song in mind now... I've been debating whether I should make it into one angsty!brother fanmix, but really who wants terrible angst between those two? LOL I kind of have a slew of songs tossed together though, but this one just... DEFINES what Sam is now :/

From: [identity profile] aphoticdivinity.livejournal.com


Yes! You might know it if you're into rock music... it's called The Outsider by A Perfect Circle. It's such a Dean to Sam song :/ I would quote some of the lyrics but they're all just so perfect that I'd be quoting the whole damn thing, lol. Instead here's a link to them:

Lyrics be here matey!

And just in case you're not familiar with the song, here's a link to download :)

Song link be here!

It's so eerily accurate... every single word. For some reason I think of Dean feeling that exact same way :/ You'll have to let me know what you think.

From: [identity profile] kitsu84.livejournal.com


WOW. It's somewhat disturbing how well that song fits them. I especially love this verse:

You're lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
I'm over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess. Why would I want to watch you.

From: [identity profile] x5649.livejournal.com


That really does fit very well... -feels the music video urge coming on-

From: [identity profile] aphoticdivinity.livejournal.com


*claps* If you're one of those people with the skill to do videos by all means, that would make an awesome video ^_^ I'm so impatient that I'd never be able to pull enough clips out to do it, lol.

From: [identity profile] x5649.livejournal.com


well I don't know how skilled I am... but I kinda can't resist now... I'll probably get started over the weekend :D

From: [identity profile] x5649.livejournal.com


True true.... those will be tasty cookies :D

So that is what I shall do tomorrow... start video (since my Dean/Cas muse isn't really working) and work on Zachary/Chris icons that I was supposed to make today.

From: [identity profile] kitsu84.livejournal.com


Those cookies will be finger-lickin' good. ♥

Oddly enough, my Dean/Cas muse has been working in overdrive. I've actually got 7 songs picked out for my fanmix ALREADY. That's unheard of...

AND OMG MORE ZACH/CHRIS GOODIES. I swear, you and zed are going to kill me with all this enabling where those two are concerned. XD

Now, time for SLEEP...

From: [identity profile] aphoticdivinity.livejournal.com


Oh, and as a second comment to this... your icon! I wonder if the person who made it was thinking of the line from Dark Knight:

"Some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money. They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn."

From: [identity profile] kitsu84.livejournal.com


Even with the extreme anger I'm feeling towards Sam right now, I still love that icon for the almost poetic text on it. Although I never think of the 'Dark Knight' when I see it. Instead, I always think of the NIN song 'The Great Destroyer'. That is yet another song which seems to fit Sam perfectly...
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