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Heads up: This entry is going to remain public, but I'm not going to post any outside links to it for fear of wank from Sam!Girls. Yes, I am THAT pissed.
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Sam has gotten to the point with his addiction where he's no longer in control. So in an act of desperation, Dean and Bobby lock him up in the panic room.
While detoxing, Sam sees the darkest side of himself in the visages of people he has either killed, lost, or betrayed; these people include: Alastair, Mary, Dean, and even a young version of himself. All the while he is confused, scared, alone, and in a great amount of pain.
Now at this point in time, I really did feel sorry for him - but that didn't last very long. By the end of the episode, I felt like hitting the boy with a baseball bat in hopes of finally knocking some sense into him. And he wasn't the only one either...
♠ Dean
Confused, scared... and alone. Even with Bobby by his side the entire time, it was painfully clear to see the guilt of locking Sam away - even if it was for his own good - was slowly eating away at Dean. Still, he stood at the ready. He was even willing to sell himself over to the angels to protect Sam; to protect his precious little brother.
♠ Bobby
For the first time since he joined the series, I actually disagreed with Bobby. Even if Sam was capable of killing demons, the addiction was slowly but surely turning him into a "monster".
By the way, was I the only one who held their breath when he confronted Sam with the shotgun? I just KNEW something bad was going to happen. Thankfully, though, it didn't, and Bobby was allowed to live another day.
♠ Ruby
Girl needs to die. RIGHT NOW. Nothing against Genevieve, of course, I just think it's about time somebody killed her off.
♠ Sam
Sam, you insufferable BASTARD. After everything your brother has done for you out of fear for your own safety, you turn against him? YOU were the one who threw the first punch; YOU were the one who clearly demonstrated that you're capable of killing your own flesh and blood, and YOU were the one who walked out that door.
Now tell me: Are these the actions of someone who hopes to "fix" his relationship with his brother? Yeah, I don't think so either.
As of right now, Sam and I are done. Professionally.
♠ Castiel
The cold and emptiness, combined with eyes that seem to be pleading for... something. Clearly whatever happened in Heaven was indeed major because - not only is Castiel back to the way he was at the beginning of the season - he is actually WORSE. He even betrayed Anna. I confess, I actually teared up when they took her away. She has been trying with all her might to help him think for himself, and he turns her into the 'Angel Police'.
And don't even get me started on how he acted around Dean. That practically deflated my fangirl heart. I don't think I can take much more of that...
KITSU'S FINAL GRADE: B+
Sam has gotten to the point with his addiction where he's no longer in control. So in an act of desperation, Dean and Bobby lock him up in the panic room.
While detoxing, Sam sees the darkest side of himself in the visages of people he has either killed, lost, or betrayed; these people include: Alastair, Mary, Dean, and even a young version of himself. All the while he is confused, scared, alone, and in a great amount of pain.
Now at this point in time, I really did feel sorry for him - but that didn't last very long. By the end of the episode, I felt like hitting the boy with a baseball bat in hopes of finally knocking some sense into him. And he wasn't the only one either...
♠ Dean
Confused, scared... and alone. Even with Bobby by his side the entire time, it was painfully clear to see the guilt of locking Sam away - even if it was for his own good - was slowly eating away at Dean. Still, he stood at the ready. He was even willing to sell himself over to the angels to protect Sam; to protect his precious little brother.
♠ Bobby
For the first time since he joined the series, I actually disagreed with Bobby. Even if Sam was capable of killing demons, the addiction was slowly but surely turning him into a "monster".
By the way, was I the only one who held their breath when he confronted Sam with the shotgun? I just KNEW something bad was going to happen. Thankfully, though, it didn't, and Bobby was allowed to live another day.
♠ Ruby
Girl needs to die. RIGHT NOW. Nothing against Genevieve, of course, I just think it's about time somebody killed her off.
♠ Sam
Sam, you insufferable BASTARD. After everything your brother has done for you out of fear for your own safety, you turn against him? YOU were the one who threw the first punch; YOU were the one who clearly demonstrated that you're capable of killing your own flesh and blood, and YOU were the one who walked out that door.
Now tell me: Are these the actions of someone who hopes to "fix" his relationship with his brother? Yeah, I don't think so either.
As of right now, Sam and I are done. Professionally.
♠ Castiel
The cold and emptiness, combined with eyes that seem to be pleading for... something. Clearly whatever happened in Heaven was indeed major because - not only is Castiel back to the way he was at the beginning of the season - he is actually WORSE. He even betrayed Anna. I confess, I actually teared up when they took her away. She has been trying with all her might to help him think for himself, and he turns her into the 'Angel Police'.
And don't even get me started on how he acted around Dean. That practically deflated my fangirl heart. I don't think I can take much more of that...
KITSU'S FINAL GRADE: B+
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Precisely. Even his angel seems to have abandoned him.
I still have a bad feeling about poor Bobby
You and me both. I'm still holding out hope, though.
That devious bitch needs to go down and I seriously hope Dean is the one to do it.
Dean has GOT to be the one to do it. Either him or Castiel.
Am I the only one who can see disgusting Sam lapping her blood up off the floor?
Sadly, no. I can see him doing the same thing...
The fact that Sam could actually sit there and nearly snuff his brother's life out with his bare hands?
This was the straw that broke the camel's back for me and Sam. Now I know some people are going to say that he stopped, but that's not the point. The point is: Why did he do it in the first place? Dean was clearly already down for the count.
I'm really at odds with what to think with him... do I believe he's really trying to manipulate things for Dean while obeying orders, or do I believe that he's just being THAT MUCH of an ass?
When it comes to answering that question, I'm going to go with his eyes; he is clearly pleading to Dean with them.
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Seriously, that's the same way I look at it... how much aggression do you actually have to have in you to even PRETEND to choke the life out of someone who's supposed to mean that much to you? I don't even care that he's not really Sammy anymore. I have no sympathy because he did this to himself and he's been given every chance in the world to redeem himself.
And honestly? When did Sam turn into such a selfish bastard? O_O The Sam I remember from the early seasons was selfless, always putting others first. This Sam? Well, he'll try and CONVINCE you that that's what he's doing... willingly sacrificing himself to go after Lilith... but that's not what it's all about and tonight proved it. Notice how he said, "It's always been your show, Dean... let me... let ME..." It's like a pathetic spoiled brat of a child trying to beg for attention. Honestly, I expected more out of Sam :/
I just... I really don't have anything left to say about Sam that's good anymore other than the fact that I happened to agree with little!Sammy. How COULD he do that to himself? To sink so low. It reminds me of what Dean said before... "If I didn't know you, I'D want to hunt you."
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BINGO. You hit the nail on the head, my dear. What happened tonight was 100 percent Sam. No 'ghostly effects', no 'siren'... Just Sam.
And honestly? When did Sam turn into such a selfish bastard? O_O The Sam I remember from the early seasons was selfless, always putting others first. This Sam? Well, he'll try and CONVINCE you that that's what he's doing... willingly sacrificing himself to go after Lilith... but that's not what it's all about and tonight proved it. Notice how he said, "It's always been your show, Dean... let me... let ME..." It's like a pathetic spoiled brat of a child trying to beg for attention. Honestly, I expected more out of Sam
Another thing which demonstrated just how selfish he has become was what Mary said to him about Dean "being weak".
I just... I really don't have anything left to say about Sam that's good anymore other than the fact that I happened to agree with little!Sammy. How COULD he do that to himself? To sink so low. It reminds me of what Dean said before... "If I didn't know you, I'D want to hunt you."
I'm with you there. I've gotten to the point with Sam where I honestly don't care about what happens to him anymore. It's going to take something TREMENDOUS to get me to forgive him. I'M DONE.
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Lyrics be here matey!
And just in case you're not familiar with the song, here's a link to download :)
Song link be here!
It's so eerily accurate... every single word. For some reason I think of Dean feeling that exact same way :/ You'll have to let me know what you think.
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You're lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
I'm over this. Why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess. Why would I want to watch you.
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So that is what I shall do tomorrow... start video (since my Dean/Cas muse isn't really working) and work on Zachary/Chris icons that I was supposed to make today.
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Oddly enough, my Dean/Cas muse has been working in overdrive. I've actually got 7 songs picked out for my fanmix ALREADY. That's unheard of...
AND OMG MORE ZACH/CHRIS GOODIES. I swear, you and zed are going to kill me with all this enabling where those two are concerned. XD
Now, time for SLEEP...
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"Some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money. They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn."
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