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Heads up: This entry is going to remain public, but I'm not going to post any outside links to it for fear of wank from Sam!Girls. Yes, I am THAT pissed.
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Sam has gotten to the point with his addiction where he's no longer in control. So in an act of desperation, Dean and Bobby lock him up in the panic room.
While detoxing, Sam sees the darkest side of himself in the visages of people he has either killed, lost, or betrayed; these people include: Alastair, Mary, Dean, and even a young version of himself. All the while he is confused, scared, alone, and in a great amount of pain.
Now at this point in time, I really did feel sorry for him - but that didn't last very long. By the end of the episode, I felt like hitting the boy with a baseball bat in hopes of finally knocking some sense into him. And he wasn't the only one either...
♠ Dean
Confused, scared... and alone. Even with Bobby by his side the entire time, it was painfully clear to see the guilt of locking Sam away - even if it was for his own good - was slowly eating away at Dean. Still, he stood at the ready. He was even willing to sell himself over to the angels to protect Sam; to protect his precious little brother.
♠ Bobby
For the first time since he joined the series, I actually disagreed with Bobby. Even if Sam was capable of killing demons, the addiction was slowly but surely turning him into a "monster".
By the way, was I the only one who held their breath when he confronted Sam with the shotgun? I just KNEW something bad was going to happen. Thankfully, though, it didn't, and Bobby was allowed to live another day.
♠ Ruby
Girl needs to die. RIGHT NOW. Nothing against Genevieve, of course, I just think it's about time somebody killed her off.
♠ Sam
Sam, you insufferable BASTARD. After everything your brother has done for you out of fear for your own safety, you turn against him? YOU were the one who threw the first punch; YOU were the one who clearly demonstrated that you're capable of killing your own flesh and blood, and YOU were the one who walked out that door.
Now tell me: Are these the actions of someone who hopes to "fix" his relationship with his brother? Yeah, I don't think so either.
As of right now, Sam and I are done. Professionally.
♠ Castiel
The cold and emptiness, combined with eyes that seem to be pleading for... something. Clearly whatever happened in Heaven was indeed major because - not only is Castiel back to the way he was at the beginning of the season - he is actually WORSE. He even betrayed Anna. I confess, I actually teared up when they took her away. She has been trying with all her might to help him think for himself, and he turns her into the 'Angel Police'.
And don't even get me started on how he acted around Dean. That practically deflated my fangirl heart. I don't think I can take much more of that...
KITSU'S FINAL GRADE: B+
Sam has gotten to the point with his addiction where he's no longer in control. So in an act of desperation, Dean and Bobby lock him up in the panic room.
While detoxing, Sam sees the darkest side of himself in the visages of people he has either killed, lost, or betrayed; these people include: Alastair, Mary, Dean, and even a young version of himself. All the while he is confused, scared, alone, and in a great amount of pain.
Now at this point in time, I really did feel sorry for him - but that didn't last very long. By the end of the episode, I felt like hitting the boy with a baseball bat in hopes of finally knocking some sense into him. And he wasn't the only one either...
♠ Dean
Confused, scared... and alone. Even with Bobby by his side the entire time, it was painfully clear to see the guilt of locking Sam away - even if it was for his own good - was slowly eating away at Dean. Still, he stood at the ready. He was even willing to sell himself over to the angels to protect Sam; to protect his precious little brother.
♠ Bobby
For the first time since he joined the series, I actually disagreed with Bobby. Even if Sam was capable of killing demons, the addiction was slowly but surely turning him into a "monster".
By the way, was I the only one who held their breath when he confronted Sam with the shotgun? I just KNEW something bad was going to happen. Thankfully, though, it didn't, and Bobby was allowed to live another day.
♠ Ruby
Girl needs to die. RIGHT NOW. Nothing against Genevieve, of course, I just think it's about time somebody killed her off.
♠ Sam
Sam, you insufferable BASTARD. After everything your brother has done for you out of fear for your own safety, you turn against him? YOU were the one who threw the first punch; YOU were the one who clearly demonstrated that you're capable of killing your own flesh and blood, and YOU were the one who walked out that door.
Now tell me: Are these the actions of someone who hopes to "fix" his relationship with his brother? Yeah, I don't think so either.
As of right now, Sam and I are done. Professionally.
♠ Castiel
The cold and emptiness, combined with eyes that seem to be pleading for... something. Clearly whatever happened in Heaven was indeed major because - not only is Castiel back to the way he was at the beginning of the season - he is actually WORSE. He even betrayed Anna. I confess, I actually teared up when they took her away. She has been trying with all her might to help him think for himself, and he turns her into the 'Angel Police'.
And don't even get me started on how he acted around Dean. That practically deflated my fangirl heart. I don't think I can take much more of that...
KITSU'S FINAL GRADE: B+
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But yes, the choking!! I was seriously afraid for a moment there that Sam would really fucking kill Dean. And just seriously. How can one even describe that?
It's like yeah, you think your big brother who has always been there for you, sold his fucking soul to hell for you and everything is weak. Yeah, he calls you a monster.
But dude, you're drinking fucking demon blood of a manipulative demonic bitch! And just seriously. I have no words. IN TWO LANGUAGES!!
Sorry if that didn't make much sense, just when I'm really shocked I'm not articulate and I'd just be waving my hands at shit and my mouth opening and closing and shit. Bleurgh.
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Everything's better now though, so yeah...
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I have enough rl angst right now. :( A relative I was named after just died. *Sigh*
But I'm glad things are better. XD And dude, have teh fun. :D
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At least I got to say goodbye and it ya know, I don't think she suffered too much. Something in her brain happened, don't know English word but yeah. But after that I don't think she was in too much pain.
Also apparently I seem to have more issues with religion than I thought. XD
There was this thing at her hospital room. Priest and us, and everybody did the cross thing over her but I... didn't. Nobody noticed, I think.
And then umh the whole saying a prayer and clasping hands. I just could not do that. I had my hands in my pants pockets and I kidna said it in my head but I couldn't even just mime the words.
I felt very fish out of water. XD But no one made a big deal outta it, I frankly think no one noticed. lol. Which is a bit pheww. XD
But maybe it was just assumed because I had a pentagram necklace? XD
And sorry for the babbling. Really. XD
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When it comes to prayer and such, I always pray to a Universal Creator, never God. In other words, I don't believe in the Bible per se, I believe in the Universe itself as the creator of man.
Does that make any sense? Probably not...
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Obviously we think alike then. lol.