At least I got to say goodbye and it ya know, I don't think she suffered too much. Something in her brain happened, don't know English word but yeah. But after that I don't think she was in too much pain.
Also apparently I seem to have more issues with religion than I thought. XD
There was this thing at her hospital room. Priest and us, and everybody did the cross thing over her but I... didn't. Nobody noticed, I think.
And then umh the whole saying a prayer and clasping hands. I just could not do that. I had my hands in my pants pockets and I kidna said it in my head but I couldn't even just mime the words.
I felt very fish out of water. XD But no one made a big deal outta it, I frankly think no one noticed. lol. Which is a bit pheww. XD
But maybe it was just assumed because I had a pentagram necklace? XD
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Date: 2009-05-08 04:58 pm (UTC)At least I got to say goodbye and it ya know, I don't think she suffered too much. Something in her brain happened, don't know English word but yeah. But after that I don't think she was in too much pain.
Also apparently I seem to have more issues with religion than I thought. XD
There was this thing at her hospital room. Priest and us, and everybody did the cross thing over her but I... didn't. Nobody noticed, I think.
And then umh the whole saying a prayer and clasping hands. I just could not do that. I had my hands in my pants pockets and I kidna said it in my head but I couldn't even just mime the words.
I felt very fish out of water. XD But no one made a big deal outta it, I frankly think no one noticed. lol. Which is a bit pheww. XD
But maybe it was just assumed because I had a pentagram necklace? XD
And sorry for the babbling. Really. XD